Posted by: skye on: November 12, 2009
I have transfer my blog to blogger. Here is the new link http://porcelainmelancholia.blogspot.com/
Posted by: skye on: November 12, 2009
There’s no glow between us. I am left behind with it comes to his life. But that’s ok. It is easy for me to such decision for myself.
I hate to be called as his bestfriend or close friend. I want as to be as normal friends like anybody else.
I hate it when some people [...]
Posted by: skye on: November 5, 2009
From the moment he says he didn’t ask for my company thats when I realize things aren’t the same as it was before. Big changes is happening between us. It may come to a point we aren’t lovers, best friend, friend, acquainted anymore.
I just can’t understand, that if we are both alone, it seems I [...]
Posted by: skye on: October 20, 2009
He is not already my companion, my partner in crime. He never share his plan, he has throw away our plans. He has never ask me abiut my plan.
When he is finished and made his plans and decision, thats the time he would ask me what will be my plan, as if he wants us [...]
Posted by: skye on: October 20, 2009
Ok he has already plan for next year and sad thing is that I do not belong to his plans.
I know in his heart that he wants to be with his fried flat bread, because with her, he so happy and enjoys life positively – “law of attraction”. He will be inspired and will have [...]
Posted by: skye on: October 12, 2009
I have to go home. I have to feel my presence in my own family for I feel invisible here in my independent life.
Why do I ahve to be jealous when I don’t have the right anymore? WHy all those approaches he have for others are very nice, a gentleman, very heroic, full of energy, [...]
Posted by: skye on: October 9, 2009
I now know what is my disposstion in his life. TO be there and act as manly and womanly at the same time.
I don’t know how long my body will last long, I feel tired and dead. I am very very to sensitive to all utters and makes me feel dumb and numb.
I [...]
Posted by: skye on: October 7, 2009
I had mention to him he had spoken he loves me, but he didn’t remember. And what I have in mind is that I think it wasn’t for me or it was just a spell of words from a motionless mouth. This is the time I now know that when he speaks when he is [...]
Posted by: skye on: October 5, 2009
He said he loves me when he is half awake resting. I guess he is so tard. I didn’t know what to response but just said I love him too.
Posted by: skye on: October 2, 2009
I cannot be as jolly as it can be like before. For everytime I make moves or do say something, join in some discussion and have some jokes THEN, (yes a big THEN!) if I make something which he doesn’t like or for him it was wrong he then have a frown in his face..his [...]
