Im’ so unlucky on love. He was into 3-4 years of in a relationship with his great ex-love and 1 year in a relationship with me but sad to say its time for him to say he wants to be single now that we are together. In our time, that’s the time he wanted to be single. Maybe something is wrong with me that I am not lucky and his great ex was.

I though of ‘us’ will be forever but I could see now that this is only a dream that is far beyond reality.

We can’t even have time to talk, only when we are sleepy, on daytime there is no spontaneous talking. Is that a talk for him in me already? He has not even talk to me in formal ways about his plans only to those close friends he has that he shares ultimately his dreams. If you ask me what dream he has really within his heart I can’t say a word.

Day and Night he is busy on his cyber world. Laughing out loud sometimes. (Us? we can’t laugh that much and longer) .While me waiting for him to glance at me or talk to me, while he was asking a favor I grab the oppurtunity that he sees me too.